i’m a kid

January 16th, 2007 by roxyflygirl

i know how a number of u think about me. .
i am sorry dat somtimes ( well , most of the time actually)
i am not as nice as u think i am. .
people always say my looks are deceiving. .how is dat supposed to be my fault. .
i am being myself. . really im SORRY to the people dat i’ve done wrong
especially tp u-know-who-u-are..
someone had told me to change myself. . how can u change thing that u luv about urself?. . .fine, sometimes the thing that i do are really "cruel" but u should try to know me…
Because i’ve reason in all that i do. . .better stop early hurting that ‘certain people" more deeply…anyways,dont judge d book by d cover…

Life is what life

January 16th, 2007 by roxyflygirl

Through all the ups , all the downs
some will be there , some can’t b found
if they won’t care as they should , so be it
this is life in the way that i wish to see it

you can give your all , or u can try not
when they decide to leave , what have u got?
you build it up , then it break away
this is life in the way i see it today . . .

Days come and go , true hearts stay close
without happiness , love is an imitation at most
u haven’t stayed close , it’s hard to love u

this is life in a way that is sadly true

To leave behind such a feeble mind
forget it and pursue somone real
this is my goal and time
this will be life and the way that i feel

:: 8.17am . . .

The purpose of life is to live a life of purpose.

December 25th, 2006 by roxyflygirl

» Y O U «

.001. ] Name: emma amin
.002. ] Gender: female
.003. ] Age: 20
.004. ] Birthday: May 23
.005. ] Height: 5′5
.006. ] Hair color: dark brown
.007. ] Eye color: dk..black..brown..dark brown??!?!!
.008. ] Status: single..
.009. ] Is your hair long or short: medium..
.010. ] Location: here
.011. ] Zodiac sign: Gemini
.012. ] How many languages do you know: idk..English, malay..uh oh.is pig latin a language…
.013. ] Nationality: malaysian
.014. ] Piercings you have: none..
.015. ] Piercings you want: ..don’t want any..
.016. ] Tattoos you have: none
.017. ] Tattoos you want: don’t want any..pain is just too painful..
.018. ] Today’s date: Dec 26
.019. ] The time: 5.47 am

» C O L L E G E «
.020. ] Are you still study : yes
.021. ] Did you drop out: no..
.022. ] Favorite food in the cafe: it doesn’t really matters
.023. ] Least favorite food in the cafe: idk..
.024. ] Favorite lecturer: I donts gots ne fav lecturer..
.025. ] Least favorite lecturer: ..
.026. ] Favorite subject: Java Programming  =)
.027. ] Least favorite subject: business management and programming, definitely..
.028. ] Do/did you buy lunch or bring it: I always bought..
.029. ] Play any sports on the college’s team: nuh uh..
.030. ] Are/were you a nerd: Idk..you tell me..

.031. ] Most humiliating moment: Oh, coughing without stopping probably..

» F A V O R I T E «
.032. ] Number: 23
.033. ] day: holiday..
.034. ] Shoes: ..chucks..oh I like flipflops too..
.035. ] Saying: Well, I don’t have a favorite..
.036. ] Tv show: spongebob squre pants..smallville
.037. ] Sport: football..
.038. ] Vegetable: carrots ..
.039. ] Fruit: bananas.. Woohoo!
.040. ] Movie: im not good at deciding favourites..
.041. ] Magazine: Eh, I’ll read anything..
.042. ] Candy: M&M’s :)
.043. ] Gum: Actually..i hate gum
.044.
] Scent: Hm. I Love aqua di gio on guys. I really like this new Body by
Victoria….and Idk. I like the stuff Lancome makes for the guys. I’m
having a brain block and I cannot remember it right now..
.045. ] Ice cream flavor: starbeerryy..yummy..yummy
.046. ] Color: black/red.
.047. ] Season: summer
.048. ] Day: Holiday..oh but didn’t u like asked this already..
.049. ] Type of music: everything ..
.050.
] Thing in your room: my computer or my bed.. WOOHOO! omg they’re so hot…I’m so
proud of myself.
.051. ] Singer/Groups: too many to list..
.052. ] Books: Oh man. I don’t really like reading.
.053. ] TV channel: MTV..woot!!!
.054. ] Junk food:  chips and dip..
.055. ] Overall food: well. i <3 chicken..
.056. ] Shoe brand: roxy/nike ACTUALLY. it doesn’t matter. I wear everything.
.057. ] Fast food: 1901 hotdog!
.058. ] Restaurant: chili’s yeah!
.059. ] Shape: star maybe?!?!?!!..idk random..
.060. ] Time of day: night..
.061. ] Country: France, I guess? IDK?
.062. ] State: I don’t really have a favorite..
.063. ] Boys name: honestly, I don’t think about this.
.064. ] Girls name: see above.
.065. ] Mall: I <3 shopping and it has EVERYTHING
.066. ] Car: ..idk..im kinda not into cars..
.067. ] Word: idk.
.068. ] Month: april/may
.069. ] Cartoon character: spongebob squre pants / patrick
.070. ] Scary movie: Oh, I don’t watch a lot of those..

» T H I S OR T H A T «
.071. ] Rock or rap: rock
.072. ] Rock or pop: rock
.073. ] Rock or r&b: rock
.074. ] Rap or pop: ..i like both…
.075. ] Rap or r&b: both
.076. ] Rock or metal: ooh, that’s hard. both!
.077. ] Pop or r&b:  r&b i guess? But some pop is the same as  r&b!
.078. ] Pop or metal:..metal > pop

.079. ] metal or rock: idk…those questions made me mad
.080. ] Selena or J.lo: j.lo
.081. ] Hot or cold: hot babeyh…
.082. ] Winter or summer: summer
.083. ] Spring or fall: spring..
.084. ] Shakira or Britney: Ew. Britney. But they both are gross.
.085. ] MTV or VH1: MTV
.086. ] Football or basketball: football
.087. ] Skiing or snowboarding: snowboarding..
.088. ] Rollerblading or skateboarding: idk..both I guess..
.089. ] Black or white: black
.090. ] Orange or red: red
.091. ] Yellow or green: green
.092. ] purple or pink: purple
.093. ] Inside or outside: outside
.094. ] Weed or alcohol: neitha
.095. ] Cell phone or pager: cell phone…like, hello? who carries pagers anymore?
.096. ] Powerpuff Girls or Charlie’s Angels: charlies angels?
.097. ] Scooby doo or dino: scooby doo i guess?
.098. ] Tattoos or piercings: piercings..Woops..hi hi
.099. ] Coke or pepsi: coke..
.100. ] Flowers or candy: i want candy..
.101. ] Tall or short: tall

» H A V E / W O U L D Y O U E V E R . . «
.102. ] Pictured your crush naked?: ummm… no..
.103. ] Actually seen your crush naked: HA! no.
.104. ] Been in love: who hasn’t..
.105. ] Cried when someone died: yea
.106. ] Drank alcohol: nope
.107. ] Lied: who hasn’t..
.108. ] Eat crap for $1,000,000: no…hell no…
.109. ] Steal a friend’s boyfriend/girlfriend: nah. I’d let her have him! hahaha :)
.110. ] Lie to the police: no
.111. ] Run from the police: nope
.112. ] Lie to your parents: sure
.113. ] Walk up to a stranger and kiss them: haha, i don’t think I’d get up the balls to do it.
.114. ] Walk out of a restaurant without paying: prolly not
.115. ] Flashed someone: nope..
.116. ] Told the person you liked how you felt: maybe.
.117. ] Gone to jail or juvi: nah
.118. ] Stolen anything: nope
.119. ] Wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: no. just when the questions are repeative.
.120. ] Kicked someone’s ass: ha. yea
.121. ] Broke a beer bottle: nope
.122. ] Gotten into a bar, under-aged: nope
.123. ] Kissed someone of the same sex: uh?umm..no no
.124. ] Gone on a road trip: sure
.125. ] Gone on vacation without adult supervision: yes
.126. ] Been to a concert: hell yeah
.127. ] Been to another country: yes!
.128. ] Talked back to an adult: all the time
.129. ] Got pulled over: ya ya..i do ..bluekk!
.130. ] Got in a car accident: so far..everything goes fine..
.131. ] Broke a law: i’m sure.
.132. ] Given money to a homeless person: yup
.134. ] Tried to kill yourself: noo..
.135. ] Cried to get out of trouble: Actually, yes. but I don’t cry very often nemore
.136. ] Kissed a friend’s brother or sister: um. No.
.137. ] Kissed a brother or sister’s friend: nope..
.138. ] Dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways?: nah. That’s geeeeross!

» P R I V A T E «
.139. ] Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: yes
.140. ] Do you have a crush: ..
.141. ] Do you love anyone right now: as in love-love? sure.
.142. ] Have you ever been in love: uh ha….
.143. ] How many people have you kissed: Idk? I can’t count! ha.
.144. ] Who was your first kiss: .. past is past!should i mention here?
.145. ] How many hearts have you broken: –
.146. ] How many people broke your heart: ..
.147. ] Best quote to sum up love: …Just don’t! haha.
.148. ] So what is your bf/gf/crush like: owh he’s hott…
.149. ] Do you have a picture of him/her: …uh’ha.
.150. ] Please post it if you do: erm?! ..ha ha ha
.151. ] Do you have a picture of yourself: yeah
.152. ] Please post it if you do: damn. I don’t even know how to do it on here.
.153. ] Do you go by looks or personality: mannn, this is hard…ACTUALLY both!
.154. ] Ever kiss a friend: yeah
.155. ] Are you still friends: yeah
.156. ] So moving along . . . do you smoke: nuh uh..
.157. ] Do you smoke weed: no
.158. ] Crack, heroin, anything else: nope
.159. ] Beer good or beer bad: beer bad..
.160. ] Are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: hell no
.161. ] Do you like smirnoff ice: WTF is that..
.162. ] Prefer beer or liquor: coke..
.163. ] What kind of cigarettes do you smoke: i don’t fuggin smoke..

..there’s a whole lot of numbers missing here.. ;/

» Y E S OR N O «
.195. ] Are you a vegetarian: hell no
.196. ] Do you like cows: sure. I’m not …racist…of…animals
.198. ] Are you artistic: most of the time..no
.199. ] Do you write poetry: no..i suck at writing stuff..
.200. ] Are you a fast runner: no.
.201. ] Can you ski: NO!
.202. ] Are you British: no…
.203. ] Are you straight: yes
.204. ] Are you stupid, insane, and another physically handicapped: Isn’t that emotionally handicapped?
.205. ] Are you tall: nope
.206. ] Are you short: uh-huh!
.207. ] Are you tired ofthis survey: nyeah..
.208. ] Do you own a hot pink shirt: yes..
.209. ] How about orange pants?: no. but i have red ones..
.210. ] Are you evil: no
.211. ] Is Britney a whore: No. She ACTS like one.
.212. ] Am I annoying you: sure are!
.213. ] Are you secretly from another planet: no

» W H A T D I D Y O U D O «
.215. ] Last birthday: I don’t remember?
.216. ] Last Weekend: Had so much fun. woke up, and showered, went shopping, rearranged my room, went shopping wif my mom…and then I check-in @ meridien hotel, laughed
so hard i almost peed in my pants, went outside, came back in and then
I went to my room, listen ta some music and then went to sleep ha.
.217. ] yesterday: i went ta watched movie wif him..
.218. ] Christmas: I don’t do Xmas..
.219. ] Thanksgiving: I don’t do that eitha..
.220. ] New year’s: watched the fireworks… hm. i wonder why!?
.221. ] Halloween: watched movies
.222. ] Easter: eh? idk.
.223. ] Valentine’s day: I don’t remember?! Oh wait. February… ha.

» T H E L A S T . . «
.224. ] Thing you ate: last night i had a water before i went to bed. otherwise it was a pb cup that jackie gave me.
.225. ] Thing you drank: water
.226. ] Thing you wore: im wearing pink shorts and a white tank
.227. ] Place you went: my room or maybe the bathroom.
.228. ] Thing you got pierced/tattooed: ear..when I was like 12..
.229. ] Person you saw: dad
.230. ] Person you kissed: haha….um. ..
.232. ] Person you talked to: dad
.233. ] Song you heard: all about us – tatu…WOOOT!
.234. ] Person you hugged: mom
.235. ] Person you instant messaged: aiman..
.236. ] Person you laughed with: I don’t remember..

» N O W «
.237. ] What are you eating: nuttin
.238. ] What are you drinking: nuttin
.239. ] What are you wearing: shorts and a white tank
.240. ] Any shoes on: no
.241. ] Hair: messy pony
.242. ] Listening to: music.
.243. ] Talking to anyone: nope
.244. ] Are you pissed I made this so long: YES…hell yes..

» O P I N I O N S«
.245. ] What do you think…about pop music: depends on the song..
.246. ] About boy bands: they were good for the moment/the year. I don’t know about them anymore.
.247. ] About flag burning: eh.. stupid
.248. ] Of the war on terrorists: worth it. it needs to be done.
.249. ] About suicide: sad, i’m compassionate towards them.
.250. ] About abortion: No matter what you’ll tell me, I’m so against it. No matter what.
.251.
] Where do you think you’ll be in 10 years: i want to be in a career I
<3, I want to be alive…(and 28). Idk. .
.252. ] Who do you think you’ll still be friends with in 5 years: Idk.

» F I N A L Q U E S T I O N S «
.253. ] I want: sleep
.254. ] I wish: for no hw to be due tomorrow.
.255. ] I love: sundae strawbeerry!!
.256. ] I lost: my glasses..
.257. ] I fear: rejection
.258. ] I hear: MCR
.259. ] I wonder: about many things…right now, one thing in particular.
.260. ] How do you know its love?: i dont like love right now, so i wouldn’t know.
.261. ] If you could be any kids character, who would you be: oh. but I don’t wana..
.262. ] If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would you eat:sundea strawberryy!
.263. ] Do you remember any of your dreams: yea I do
.264. ] Do you dream in color or black and white: color
.265. ] Do you admit when you need help with a problem: not all the time
.266. ] Can people read you like a book: idk? you tell me.
.267. ] What’s your biggest fear: rejection
.268. ] Do you talk a lot: sometimes..i laughed more than talk
.269. ] Are you afraid of clowns: yeah kind of
.270. ] Do you like spiders: omg i’m afraid of them.
.271. ] How about grape kool-aid: sure. I like it.
.272. ] Can you drive: yes
.273. ] Are you spoiled: kind of. I like it that way.
.274. ] Are you anti-social: occasionally, but its because i need my alone time.
.275. ] Do you see dumb people: sure, all the time..
.276. ] Do you see dead people: i don’t think so.
.277. ] Any last words: no.
.278. ] Now that this is over, what are you going to do: switch off my laptop n sleep.sHhh…im sleepin’